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Feeling so invisible stuck inside this shell
The voice is so loud don’t know if I will make it out
I am trying so hard to keep my hope at the fullest
But who would even give a fuck if I pulled it
Everyday I’m dreaming of something better
Putting on a show like I’m a fucking go getter
But beneath the surface I am as vulnerable as ever
What’s the point of this endeavor when my dream will come never
I work so hard but what if it doesn’t happen
What if I’ve had a major fuck up chasing this passion?
This shits got me scared I’m fucking losing my mind
I’m freaking out about what has become of my life yeah
yeah yeah that is the fucking truth of it
I’m putting everything in but I’m fucking losing it
Almost at the point where I was gonna write the end
find a something new yeah start all over again
But I’m dreaming, still dreaming
Late nights at the pad still scheming
This is all ever wanted to do
Can’t give up now I can make this dream come true
And I believe this is all that can satisfy me
So I keep aiming higher hoping it holds the key
I am so sick and tiered of staring at these rocks
I just want to feel what its like to view from the top
Yeah I am burning the tank on a daily bases
I know somewhere out there is that hand of aces
One day I will walk out of the supermarket doors
Straight on to the plane to take me on tour
Just one moment is all it takes for it to change
Could be just around the corner cant give in to the pain
Need to continue this work and put my self in the position
Hoping some one will listen please somebody listen
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Let Me Go
03:38
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VERSE 1
I’m so sick of being poor
Shot down to the floor cause I lost another war
Constant butterflies inside my core
Heads a mess from the stress cause I can never afford
I was so unfair to mum and dad
Money they never had no wander I wound them mad
Under severe strain of bills and all that jazz
As if I could kick a fit and shit would be sweet as na
They say stacks of doe won’t bring you happiness you know
Although I’m pretty sure it could help to keep my stress levels low
Relieve the tight chest every time I spend some cents
Feeling sorry then there’s the worry of what is to come next
It’s like every day something else to pay
Activities I should enjoy all seem grey
Wish I could switch off from the cop
Inside my head so instead I call the shots
Chorus:
let me go, let me go
I can do this bro
Let me live a little
Experience the show
Let me go, let me go
Need to hit the road
Open up and branch out
Free from the woes
VERSE 2
I wanna go on a bender
Let loose get wasted and hope it make me better
Press my lips up to the bottle
I believe it will relieve me from the inner squabble
I wish I could say fuck this shit
Spend the day like I’m rich free from a glitch
No signals on the radar of a bill paper
Take out my whole amount of cash and see you later
Blow it all in one night no fucks given
whole world spinnin finest scotch sippin
Free from the fuzz no rats buzz
Just living high tripping of the greatest of drugs
Not the slightest care for what the morning will hold
To focused on the now and how I’m rolling in the gold
Just a free spirit not attached to every pivot
This is my life man I wanna fucking live it
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At Last
03:00
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VERSE 1
Back when my hand was glued to a Woodstock can
When life had no demands and our nights were far from bland
At the flats id appear standing smashed in the sphere
Surrounded by my peers flowing constant swears
Just for fun no major no one new of the paper
In my rhyme container staking since my first tape player
Cos it was fuck your passion that will never happen
Skinny little white boy chasing a dream of rappen
More chance of Santa Claus so kept it behind closed doors
But dreams cannot be ignored so I kept it stored
I knew one day id become courageous and share these pages
No matter how outrageous I could go for greatness
CHORUS
In my past days
felt a little blaze
Now its time to blast ay
doin this at last yay
VERSE 2
Too much drinking beer, nowhere in a career
Still stacking those papers but no dates for a premiere
Quitting job after job struggling to scrounge up some bob
Bought a microphone it was clear this more than a hob
Every minute I could conjure spent getting stronger
This art need to be freed couldn’t wait any longer
The seed was sprouting and I was done with the doubting
My stomach was growling and my dream came out shouting
Fast forward a couple of years still striving for perfection
Confident I can write down rapper next to profession
I am at this day and night working to become better
With each letter I place I’m more determined than ever
It don’t matter how many years blood sweat and tears
I will raise the Champaign in celebration, cheers
I got no time to chill no days off just flow to kill
Cos where there’s a will there is a way to the top of the hill
yeh no time to be a freezer
keep pushing out reps no breather
no rest for the wicked no sleeper
doing everything I can to shake the status of dreamer
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In The Making
03:43
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I am a rock star in the making
Creating a life so amazing
Every day I’m waking shaping
This painting of how I want to be playing
Rock star rock star in the making in the making
Yeah I played a show last night
Got home began to write, had to be at work at 5
My eyes are far away from shutting
Sets got me buzzing for more I’m fucking busting
Back to the lab open up the pad
Only option the concoction that sent the professor mad
Yearning to escape these walls serving in the basement
Plotting my creations to take over the nations
Multiple attempts still exempt from getting noticed
Im the master will work harder won’t be breaking focus
Making payments daily whittle down my dues
Invested in a plan that can not lose
Standing on the stage looking out across the room
To a mist of nothingness could be a buried tomb
Of dreams, so it seems but I’m hungry grab a spoon
This pursuit will resume, Force my way through the gloom
Can’t shake the thrill, feel I got a mill
The morning after still trippin from the pill
Pacing back and forth tracin like a headless chicken
Salivating, the next plating, tasting finger lickin
Crashing down to the ground starting work at 5
Drive feeling hung, stuck inside with draw eyes
no sleep on this night no peep till I’m right
in the heights full time signed to the rock star life
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5. |
Take Me High
02:54
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Thought it was temporary
Now its back got me buried
scary thoughts got me tied to this very
Spot on the couch on the can’t leave the house theory
Uh feeling paralyzed
Arms legs tied feel like my mind is fried
Feel like what’s the point to even try
I cant even step a foot outside
Uh she want to take me out tonight
Mad at me cause I declined
Can’t admit it back again I’m feeling sick
Letting slip a good girl from my grip
Yeah wish I was just being stupid
Wish I could fend it off like there is nothing to it
I just want to hold her hand and walk out the door
Instead I watch it crumble as I lay on the floor
I lie on the floor
Looking up at the sky
I need to fight
I need to be taken high
Yeah I know that this can be beaten
I don’t have to live with the demon
Yeah I have seen these rocks before
Felt these chains felt what its like to ignore
Feeling like I am weak if I stand up and speak
I see them pointing and laughing and calling me freak
I question if I’m worthy of seeking help
Tryna see the light but there’s no way out
I can’t keep doing this to my best friend
Uh I need to call for help again
Look at what has become of my social life
Broken friendships all because of what’s inside
I hate so much what I have become
So lucky to have her or I would have no one
Need to do this now I need to get better
I don’t wanna feel like this forever
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6. |
King Of My Empire
03:05
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It’s the final battle
It’s the final battle
You reign will unravel
While I rise to my mantel
I’m the king of my empire
I’m the king
Of my empire
Time to take a stand
Time to take command
I’m the rightful ruler of this land
You thought once you rose
That was it, my kingdom froze
I’d be trapped in a doze
And your terror would be free to grow
You had me locked away
Disposed of the key to never escape
So far buried in the ground
Vanished from the earth to never be found
Out on the top you called the shots
Beneath the surface I would plot
You thought id fallin short and lost
But you forgot I’m the boss
Time to take a stand
Time to take command
I’m the rightful ruler of this land
I’m back above the ground
I’m gonna shoot you down
Boy look who’s weak now
Boy Look who’s at the peak now
Its me vs you one on one
You will pay for all you’ve done
Everything you’ve built will tumble
Now it’s you left to crumble
No more bad news bearer
I’m putting and end to your reign of terror
It’s been a long time since feeling this high
Now I’m back bitch to take what’s mine
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